Darkness is all i see

even in the bright sunshine all is darkness. it is inside of me. it is me. i am too tired to fight. too tired to quit. i want to feel truly warm again. truly me again. bad days.

HONEY,I DIDN’T GET OUT OF BED FOR WEEKS.I WAS A TOTAL ZOMBIE.I JUST KNEW I WOULD NEVER GET BETTER.i AM GETTING BETTER.yOU WILL GET BETTER. IT TAKES SOME OF US LONGER THAN OTHERS. KAYDENCE AND TIMETOHEAL ARE A LITTLE NUTTY,BUT I PROMISE YOU IF YOU LISTEN TO THEM YOU WON’T GO WRONG. DON’T GIVE UP!!! AT CAREPLACE WE CARE AND WE LOVE YOU. HUGS SAMMI

HEY!!! WHO ARE YOU CALLING NUTTY!!!LOL JUST JOKING. I LIKE TO BLAME MY NUTTINESS ON MY SUNKIST ADDICTION BUT I THINK I AM JUST A PLAIN OLD NUT TO BEGIN WITH!!!LOL

Wait - wait - can I be a cashew? I like cashews! Seriously, though, nutty or not, my prayers are with you!

OKAY, I’M THE PEANUT. EVERYBODY DIGS PEANUTS. I THINK…ANYWAY, PLEASE POST ME IF YOU EVER NEED TO TALK. I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU

But seriously nyteyes - we are truly supportive of you and will do whatever we can to help, I hope you know we are here for you.

new meds wreaking havoc with my roller-coaster life. (and to think i loved roller-coasters as a kid!) better today.