Whats up? I’m new here. Really don’t know what to type. I never been on or in a support group before. I’m pretty screwed up I think. I’ve suffered from depression most of my life. I’ve attempted suicide 4 times. I can’t even do that right…Lol I know…its not a laughing matter, but I think I’m allowed to laugh at myself. I also suffer from other mental & physical illnesses. Like Bi-Polar disorder,anxiety, PTSD, agoraphobia, fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Insomnia. I’m not taking anything right now I just had a baby I’ve been off my meds for almost a year. It’s so hard to function,and I have 3 kids to take care of. I’m trying to get back on meds but my Insurance is Medicare now with help from medicaid and it like impossible to find a Dr. who will take both. Has anyone else had this problem or any one else know anything about Medicare with Medicaid (QNB). I don’t know how much more I can take. I just found out my 2 yr old has Apraxia and she drives my crazy all day. Oh God…I really don’t have anyone to share with my mom is a real jerk about my illness She thinks I can “just get over it”. I don’t leave my house much do to the agoraphobia it gets preety lonely. Well thanks for listening. I really don’t know how this works so be gentle. LoL
hi welcome
welcome 2 firefly
Welcome, Sweet!
welcome…hang in there…my 9 year old has apraxia…i understand how trying that alone can be along with everything else and a new baby…yes you are allowed to feel stressed!!!
if you ever want to chat i’m here!
Welcome! You will find some great understanding, and wonderful people here. I hope you stay around. We all have problems with depression and different things, so your are in the right place, like Dragonfly says!
I can’t tell you what a help finding this place has been to my life. 
Thanks everybody for welcoming me. And thanks for the hugs. Today has been a good day. I think you guy’s kindness has something to with it. Well I’m here.
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Hey there, we are always glad to welcome a “newbie” to our site. There are such loving folks here and lots of forums and threads to participate on while you get acquainted with all of us and the way the site works.
As the ladies have said you sound like you’ve found the right place to get the support you want and deserve.
This site has been a lifesaver for me, I’m sure you’ll find lots of love here. WELCOME!
Welcome-You are in the right place. I am very alone, very depressed and thank god I found this group although it has been a bit quiet around here since the holidays. I so understand about the mother thing-my mother is the same way and drives me crazy! Please feel free to contact me if you want to talk.
Hey Sweet,
My opinion is that the ones who know how much they are effed up are way better off than the ones who think they're not as effed up as us - or at all! THEY be the scary ones! Like my ex-boss and a few others I know...geez! ; )
~G~
welcome to our little family. it can get pretty quiet at times here so don’t take anything personal if there aren’t any posts for awhile. As for being stressed out, from what little you told us about yourself, your entitled to feel stressed. Just try to not let it rule you. I know how hard that can be, especially with all the things that go along with raising children and having a new baby to boot! as for your mom, seems to me that there is a lot of that going on. Maybe its the whole denial thing. My mom didn’t like having to face the facts about my illnesses either. it has been a rough road with her but i feel there is some progress being made. If you have any questions please feel free to ask them. We will do our best to try and answer them for you. Again welcome!
hugs,
Dream
Welcome. You say you don’t know what to type – but you’ve done it perfectly. Just talk about what you feel you want to get out. You are not alone, no matter what your troubles may be – someone here will always have some experience going through with what you are going through. Just keep talking. (((HUGS)))