I’ve finally given up and decided that i’d be best on disability. I have fought that idea for such a long time now but it truly is the only logical thing left for me to do now.
I know I are slowly improving but I also know it is going to take me still a long time, (I think a few years from past experience), before I recover from this CFS relapse which has lasted for over a year.
In a way its a relief to me to come to this final decision. On disability allowance I will also receive more money too, so finally will be able to buy all the supplements Im meant to be taking which my CFS specialist wants me on. I find they really help me, but of late I just havent been able to afford to get all the things I need to be on and hence my condition went down a little again.
I see my CFS specialist next week, so will be taking the government medical forms I need to get filled in then and hopefully the specialist will do it thou he’s only seen me a few times. My disability support officer is going to help me to get onto the disability allowance too, so hopefully I will not have too many hassels.
fingers crossed as I really dont need more stress.
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