I was reading mixednut’s story and it sounds about the closest thing to my story that I’ve heard so far. My son Jackson was born December 27, 2007, and has x-linked myotubular myopathy. He was born with next to no muscle (floppy, I hate that word, sorry) and was not breathing at first. Jack did eventually breathe on his own for the first weeks of his lief, but then he had 2 episodes and they intubated him. He only stayed on cpap for a couple days, then just about 10% o2, and then they put a tube in his throat, and eventually he had surgery, trach, g-tube, nissen, muscle biopsy, circ, and about 2 months later when he was almost home from the place we were learning to care for him at (Our Children’s House Baylor, in Dallas, TX) we learned he had this bizarre disease. We were told there wasn’t a lot they could do, most babies like him die from complications (like pneaumonia) that it was all up to him. I have to say I was probably the only one who refused to believe that this was the end of the road for my boy. I also have a two year old little boy, Reid, who is perfectly healthy, so to me there was no way. So, now I say to you that Jack is 7 months old this week, and he has improved so much in such a short amount of time that his list of Dr’s that we see pretty regularly are all amazed. He moves around, he rolls from side to side, he brings his arms and legs up, and holds onto his feet. He loves to hold on to his pulse-ox-probe chord and pull his legs up that way. He smiles, he frowns, he plays with his toys, and all this is just the beginning. I’ve had tons of help, but I also do a lot on my own. Reid is taking it hard, he doesn’t understand why Jack has to have so much attention, an dhe’s used to being the center of EVERYONE’s attentioon. I have to say that whatever nursing you can get your hands on is key not just for your son who has the disease, but for you, your 2 year old, and your sanity. I have been extremely lucky b/c we don’t have a lot of $ we have state funded health insurance, but there are lists you can get on to get extra nursing, it takes awhile to get someone you and your family is comfy with, but it is oh soooo worth it. I do feel guilty about not being able to take care of both my boys all the time, b/c I knew having a 2 yr old and a new baby was insane, but I have learned that it is IMPOSSIBLE to do it any other way. If you would like to talk further that would be great. I really don’t know how this thing works, this is my first time so if nothing else my e-mail is jonathefabulous@yahoo.com. Thanks for sharing your story!