Hi Grace,
That’s how the ‘Beast Pancreatitis’ bothers especially the Chronic Patients. I don’t remember how long it is been that I’ve lied on my back. I have to lie right side and I can’t even lie to the left side because the tube hurts. I can’t sleep on tummy which was my comfortable position sometimes when I was very tired. Most of the nights I sit that to turning to my right side leaning against my big pile of pillows. My daughter so many times asks,’ mommy why can’t you lie down and sleep at night? Whenever I see you, you’ll be sitting through out the night sometimes. You will get tired mom.’ That’s why she tells me before she goes to school that I should rest well because I didn’t sleep well at night and because no one will be there during the day time I
should peacefully sleep. I do, but I sit in my rocking chair and sleep. I don’t think how long it is like this and I don’t remember sleeping comfortably and peacefully dreaming I think at least for almost 10 yrs next month.
I take enzymes and I just take 2 or 3 with snacking because I can’t eat full meals. I take Viokase and they seem to help because I’m very careful with the diet. I never eat the fatty foods and stick to low fat
diet. In spite of taking so much care also I’m stuck with my favorite close friend who has become like a shadow of my life who has become so attached to me and doesn’t want to leave me even for few minutes.
Sometimes I think if it doesn’t want to leave me at all throughout my life, how much it love me, sometimes I wonder maybe I’ll fall in love with it. Who knows? If all of a sudden I don’t feel the pain and I get
used to live in pain and then I may look for my dearest friend, where did it go and how did it leave me etc? Before I come out of my thinking it may come and make it presence feel. I don’t know my reaction will
be, I may become very emotional for losing it for few minutes.
Oh, come on you must all think what is she talking? She must be crazy?
HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO YOU ALL!
REMEMBER NOT TO EAT ANY KIND OF FATTY FOODS.
EVEN IF YOU GET TEMPTED JUST TASTE VERY LITTLE AMOUNT AND THEN DO NOT
FORGET TO TAKE ENZYMES.
BUT DON’T DEPEND TOTALLY ON ENZYMES AND THINK IT WILL HELP WITH THE FATTY
FOODS, MAYBE WE CAN EAT WHAT EVER WE WANT AND THEN TAKE MORE ENZYMES
IT DOESN’T WORK LIKE THAT!
ENJOY HOLIDAYS WITH YOUR FAMILIES, FRIENDS AND RELATIVES.
HOPE YOU ALL HAVE MORE AND MORE GOOD DAYS WITH PAIN FREE DAYS TO
HAVE FUN.
LOVE,
DURGA