hello world and anyone esle, iam still out there and the waves are getting bigger, i went to a local support group for people with bi-polar last week and when i found the nearest courner to sit in because i had forced myself out in the big wide world i asked if anyone had good or bad experiences with mood stabilers and and anti-depressants, i did say i was hearing things but it was not to distressing for me, the next minute iam escorted out to the main reception of a local hosptial and someone requesting i see a cpn(community psychriatrict nurse) and i spend half an hour talking to them wondering how the hell i got here from asking that question!!! have i missed something ??? i felt more rubbish after the event than before. fizzy
You are not rubbish, hon. Far from it. Maybe the people didn’t know if you were playing down your symptoms. What kind of voices do you hear? I’m curious, because I have never heard voices. During my mania, I would hear my own voice, I guess, talking non-stop about this and that. I was thrilled when my inner voice finally shut the hell up. Hang in there, sweetie.
To: katypeterson@hotmail.com> From: bipolar-cpt5876@lists.careplace.com> Subject: [bipolar] bigger waves than usaul> Date: Mon, 10 Sep 2007 06:06:38 -0400> >
Oh Fizzy, what a nightmare. Trust me on this there is no need to feel like you are rubbish, they probably just got a little concerned as all psych health professionals do, and everyone else when you mention voices. I too hear voices especially when I am manic, some of them being my own and others I simply don’t know, just a lot of mixed up voices in my head, so don’t stress. Keep believing in yourself, go with that ipod and whatever will be will be. Just remember you are not alone on this. Keep riding those waves, Kazbar