Kristen,
I am so glad to hear from you again. It makes me feel a little bit
better knowing that there are people out there going through the same thing.
Not that I wish this on anybody, not even my worse enemy. I hate it for you
too. I was beginning to wonder if my lyme doctor was making this disease up.
The problem is with my doctor is he has been in trouble with the medical
board over this whole lyme disease thing. The NC Board of Medicine had
complaints about him in the past year and he has been going back and fourth to court
to fight for his rights. He strongly believes in backing his patients. The
problem is now that he has lost just about everything he owns just to keep
going to court and for attorney fees. He had to go through this same thing when
he had dealt with HIV/AIDS patients. That is what he specializes in. He
has saved so many lives and has made so many people feel better. Now I
understand that he may be leaving North Carolina and going to Washington to
practice. The board has forced him to leave. When he does leave, all of his
patients are screwed unless we can follow him to another state. Who in the heck can
afford that travel expense. I lost my job over this and had to go on LTD.
I get only a portion of my pay a month. I also get to keep my health
benefits which is a good thing. I am married and have two girls. (ages 5 & 10) I
have got to keep the medical for all my medical problems. Even though my
lyme doctor does not accept our health insurance now because of all this stuff
he is going through. BCBS of IL has denied his services. He is the only
lyme specialist in the area. I’ve been really scared on what’s going to happen
once he leaves. I am on so many medicines at this point that he has put me
on. Now I will have no way of filling them. I am on lots of
antidepressants/pain medicines/sleep aids/ and antibiotics. I feel like a walking drug
store. My friends do not understand. They think the medicines will kill me
before the lyme. I just wish one of them could understand what I go through on a
day to day basis. I feel your pain because I live it myself. Others just
don’t comprehend.
Anyway, what state do you live in? How long have you had lyme? Is
your doctor well known? If you don’t mind, can you tell me what made you go to
the doctor. Did you get the bulls-eye rash? Do you recall getting bit by
the tick? What were your symptoms in the beginning and how do they compare
with them now. I found it very interesting to talk to people with this disease
and compare notes. So many people have such different symptoms. It makes
you wonder why that is. Well, lets keep in touch and share our experiences
with each other if you don’t mind. Thanks for being their to listen to me whine
because my husband and my best friend I’m sure get tired of hearing about
it. They truly don’t understand. I love them dearly but it gets frustrating.
Well, have a great night and I hope to hear from you soon.
Jennifer
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