Chronic pain

I am weary from fighting this chronic pain. I am afraid to ask my doctor for adequate pain relief because he may take away the amount I am getting and have been getting for the past five years.

OH, ninny I hear ya hun, ive been on the same path for the last 4to5 years now. Im so sorry ! I KNOWW exactly how you fell with the frustration and crying and carrying on and how it keeps you from the things u enjoy. Anyway Im sure your doctor realizes after so long, that you will have a higher tolerance to your pain meds. I mean i guess if he doesnt , its time to find a new doctor, know one should have to miss out on life this way.
b est regards onnaroll

ps please let me know how your doing.