Damage while manic/psychotic

Anyone else here ever smashed up their home while ill? I did and I cannot come to terms with it…I did not know what I was doing but feel I should have. I lost my home and I am so lost, it seems so extreme and I’m looking for answers still!

My bipolar son has written words on the wall in paint, threwa chair through the window, and came at me and my husband with a hammer and he hardly remembers any of it. Now that he’s on lamictal, he’s a changed person, at least when it comes to his rages. How are your meds?