Hello all my pain-understanding-friends.
I'm having some issues here that go beyond my back problems. Although I know I need to talk with a doctor about this, and I will as soon as we have insurance again (May 1) I was hoping someone might be able to shed some light on what's going on with me. OK, here's the deal.
I have sometimes excruciating pain in my hands (like all those little bones are broken), my knees feel like they can barely carry my weight, the bones in my feet also feel like they are broken, my hips get real bad pains too.
Now with my hips, I thought that was maybe related to my back, like sciatica shoots down your legs or something. And I have upper back problems too but I don't think this is related anymore. I've had carpal tunnel "issues" years ago when I typed all day everyday and the pains in my hands don't feel the same.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm making it up in my head, or it's my depression. I just don't know. And I know my current doctor thinks I'm just a drug seeker. I'm thinking of changing docs except I've been with this guy over 8 years. He knows me and my husband very well. He will call things in for me without appointments, he gives me SOOOO many samples to keep my med costs down.... he'll talk to me about my husband and my husband about me...(which we don't mind). I just don't know what to do anymore. And I'm so tired of this pain!!!!!
I'm given a certain amount of meds for my back pain, which sometimes does nothing for my other pains unless I take more.... not a lot like I'm trying to get high or anything, but then I run out before I'm supposed to and I end up stretching out my meds so I'm left with only 2o mgs a day rather than the 50mgs I'm supposed to take. On my bad days it takes 70 - 90 mgs to make the pain livable....you know, there but you can still function with it.
Any advice or conditions you think I should look into would be sooo greatly appreciated.... THANKS!!!!