i went to the heart specialist yesterday .last year i had a suspected heart attack i had a raised tropinion level they said it was borderline.
then last november about 2 months after they gave me a stress test bascially running on a tredmill while wired up tp a ecg then they kept doing heart echo's aswell.well the specialist said the results was exelant i hadn't had a heart attack i hadn't got angina and it wasn't coronary.i was over the moon until he said i still had to stay on all the meds as it still didn't rule out something else was wrong.
well after months of waiting (6 months approx) to see him again he said it was up to me i could just leave things or have one more test .so i opted for the test he said they would put a dye in me which would show up my heart and push me hard on a tredmill then test me again 4 hours later.he said it was to check my left ventrical in my heart was working ok and there wasn't any muscle weakness.
but he doesn't want to see me again until dec and the test will be somewhere before then.he did say though he thought it could all be muslcer but was making sure i guess.
well i came out of there nearly in tears .i am terrified of anything being wrong ,the night before i went to see him i could hardly sleep and when i did drop off i woke up thinking my heart had stopped daft i know but i was in such a state.
everyone around me keeps trying to reassure me by saying he is just making sure but i can't help being so scared.
what can i do to not worry so much i'm on my own most nights of the week as my partner works nights and i'm terrified of going to bed just in case anything happens.