Frustrated with eno

I started Lupron this monday and i know that it will take time but im so frustrated with being sick and in pain and know Im sick from the Lupron. I just dont want this to consume my life and it is I have missed so many days of work that I dont even know how I still have a job. I want kids and im scared to death that I will never have them as my husband was told to that he may not be able to have kids and may need surgery. I just dont know what to do any more