Hi everyone~
New here. My name is Christine, I'm 38 years old w/ two boys ages 7 and 6 months. I'm a stay at home mom. About a year ago I had my first panic attack. Nothing triggered it. As a result I've been obessed w/ my health. I am sure I'm having a heart attack all the time. I've been in the ER four times since October. I have seen two cardiologists and both say I'm fine. I have had an echo, two stress tests, numerous EKGs, tons of blood work, thyroid tests, lupus tests, lung scans for clots, heart ct scan for calcium deposits, u/s of entire stomach (kidney, bladder, gallbladder, pancreas, etc ) heart monitor, pulmonary tests, and I've seen a GI and guess what....ALL NEGATIVE!!! My last cardiologist did tell me my Vitamin D is low so I'm taking Vitamin D tablets once a week for ten weeks then twice a month. She told my husband and I she knows something for sure..."I've had every test and I'm a healthy woman." Of course I did the whole "What If."
I'm currently seeing a therapist who is very supportive. I can not take meds right now b/c I'm breastfeeding. My chest is heavy all the time, I'm lightheaded and I'm sure I'm going to die of a heart attack. I wish I could accept the doctors tests and go on w/ my life. I'm ruining my life and I'm not enjoying it. I look forward to getting to know everyone.
Thanks for reading this!
Christine