So I dont even no where to start! well It started when I was a child I grew up in a abusive home with a mom that was an alcoholic and was abusive to me when she was drinking. I have a dad that is a total jerk. the last time i saw my dad was when i was 8 and he stayed the night and he was gone before i woke up that was the last day i saw him. He is now a heroin attack and was living in a tent. well my moms drinking made me have to move in with my aunt in Florida and she was crazy to i would leave a sock on the floor and the room would be spotless but it was never good enough she sent me back to massachusetts with my mom again and the same situation happened i had to move to Illinois with my grandparents that was no better either his wife hated me and wanted me to be miserable because my grandpa was married to my grandma first and not her kinda thing sounds kinda imature but the truth. I had to do everything my cousin didnt have to do as much as i did but she actually got rewarded for what she did i didnt. well anyways thats when everything started hitting me depression and all. I met a boy that i love truely and he is my everything i got married to him a year ago I am young 19 and we ended up having to live with his mom and dad because we bought a house that needs to be remodeled. His mom truely hates me she tries to find the littlest things to through in my face if she can find something she will use it again well to keep the story short i am majorly depressed i cry and i alwasy have anxiety attacks i need advice i cant go to therapist
