My beautiful friend

dearest jade it was so wonderful to here from u, i to have missed u, u are a magic and such a kind and sincere person i have ever met, u make my day when i here such beautiful and amazing messages as yours i cant believe i have a such a kind and kindred spirted person as my friend im so lucky to have u in my life and someone i can talk to whenever i feel like talking to someone special i know i have u and someone i can count on. i havent been on the comp for a while i have got a job housekeeping its cleaning apartments and hotel its good money and helps out a bit. my kids are fine and going ok at school, how are your kids jade i hope that they are well. i also hope u are well and how r u after ur opp not so long ago, have u found another docter u feel confortable with and can relate to him, i also hope u are happy and life is going as good as its gets, i have been pretty good havint had a true panic attack for a few months now which is making me really happy its been a year and a bit now since my nervous breakdown and i think on an other year i hopefully will be really recovered to how i used to be. im not on any med anymore which i think is helping my body seemed to rely alot on them and thats why i would get panics alot through my meds to. i do get them but try to stop them before it hits hard. things are going ok in my relationship as u do theres always ups and downs and u have to work at them lol. im so tired now jade we had to clean dishes for a new apartment they are seting up today it took 3 girls to do the dishes and it took 5 and a half hours it sucked but my lovely fiance saiod we will have fish and chip lol so no dishes at home hehe. how is your work. i hope one day jade we will met and we can chat and spend time together remenising about our msgs lol. u take good care of urself i miss u please msg me soon. ly take care xxxxxooooooooooxxxxxxxxxooooooooooooxxxxxxxx

Butterfly kisses for you!
Your right, the days seem to get longer and longer, harder and harder, more and more complicated…but I think it’s all the trials and tribulations that make us stronger in the end, the ones close to us who show they care, the ones who are not selfish.Believe in yourself !! I’m sending you love and light I know you’ll feel it I just know.
You make my world nicer! I’m always here for you and always look forward to hearing from you ~ Keep on rockin’ ~ hugs ~ Sweet Dreams
Jade