hello everyone im new to this site. on dec 4 my husband suffered a massive brain hemmorage and was not expected to live.now 6 weeks later he is still here and doing a lot better.he is trying to feed himself and trying to speak.ive been going to the hospital for 40 some days in a row.sometimes i feel like i cant take this anymore and just cant function without crying and screaming.it feels like my whole world is crumbling. sometimes i feel so alone yet i have 6 sons.they seem to be getting on with there lives and yet mine is changed forever.any adice would be appreciated