Today has been very upsetting. my twins are due this week and they have been on my mind for every second of the day, as i keep thnking what if i did not lose them. Af is now 12 days late and the hpt i did 3 days ago was neg so that adds to my frustration. For today i managed to get in arguements with my mom, grandma, my boyfriend and his mom all about seperate things but all boiling down to me feeling like i have been wronged by not having my children in my arms. i keep hoping that the hpts are wrong and that tomorrow i will be able to smile. i feel like i am ready to explode, i really need someone to talk to.
