I am new to this site but I feel like I am reading my own story over and over again. I was dx with DD about a year ago and I know after researching it I have had it for at least fourteen years now. The pain is debilitating, bumbs mulitply like crazy and therefor more pain. They have begun on the bottom of my feet!! I love to walk but it is becoming too painful. But Brain Fog is causing me so much trouble, I can’t even keep up with my checkbook anymore, my husband has to stay on me because I can’t remember to write anything down. This has caused more than a few disagreements.
I work in a Chiropractic Clinic, and have been there fifteen years. I manage the front desk and schedule patients make sure all records are input correctly, this disease is creating so much confusion, I don’t know how much longer I can continue. I don’t want to screw it up. I love my patients, I am close to many of them. They are like my family. I am afraid if I leave I will become more depressed than I already am. But I have a fourteen year old son I adore and Need to preserve my energy for him. He has Aspergers Syndrome and needs extra attention. I can’t ignore his needs because I am distracted by my own problems.
I am rambling but it feels good to let some of this out. I don’t have anyone to talk to that really understands what I am going through. Most everyone believes its all in my head and if I would diet and exercise more I would over come this disease. I just don’t even discuss it with them.
My daughter is getting married in July and I would really like to look nice for her wedding. So I am going to try very hard to loose some weight and feel better about myself. She loves me like I am but i know I would just feel better if I could accoumplish these goals I have set for myself.
Hope you feel better and my prayers are with you and everyone who is hurting in anyway.
God Bless You,
Brennie