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My oldest daughter is 2 1/2 she is slightly verbal and immitates well. we haven’t got the blood work back yet, but we are pretty sure she has FragX. we also have a 9 month old girl who appears (thus far) to be normal. But we are working on getting the oldest one into speech and occupational therapy. But i still have days ( lots of them) where i just get so mad and frusterated at her. I just want her to be normal, and i feel like i cant handle her. I mourn for the “normal” baby i thought i had. i guess we always knew she was a little different but the doctors here told us they were just quirks that “she would outgrow.” We ended up taking her to Denver to the Childrens Hospital to have a real developmental test done on her, we should get the results next week. but i guess i just need tips and advice and support to help me, i just feel so issolated and i question why god gave us something that it just feels like we cant handle. is there anyone in the wyoming area with children like mine?