Hi Little Bit,
I really understand how you feel, 'cause I’ve suffered for 40years. From 13, I had bad vaginal odours,foot odours & used to walk home at lunch to change my underwear & wash myself. I was suffering, I know my mum had letters from school about my odours, but she just to shout at me & get me take 2 baths a day. In my 20’s I lost weight - 7stone in a year, 'cause I was overweight from a toddler. But despite that & then only eating 1 meal a day, the smells were’nt always under control.! I got fecal smells, and occasional urine smells. My smells come out like a big cloud of gas - I’ve not ‘farted’. The smell can fill the entire room so its very embarrassing. I wear pads, and the underwear is clean/no leakage.
Doctors don’t seem to know about TMAU, and most of them assume you’re imagining it, 'cause of course you may have had problem at work that day, but when you get to see the doctor there’s no smell. Some people cannot smell themselves, and their family can’t smell it either. I did have a FM03 blood test at one time & that showed up the inherited TMAU.
Last weekend I undertook a urine test. Decided to pay for it myself 'cause I’d like to have some written confirmation myself, and then be able to take that to the current doctor I have. I paid £193 including postage both ways. Mulhaven Laboratory are in UK, but they do mail order it you’re overseas. The thing is they do the
test FREE on the NHS via the same laboratory, but then you have to get the GP to agree to arrange the test for you…Anyway you get the kit in the post, and eat choline rich foods for 24hrs or more before taking the test, then you put urine into the tube, and there’s a small tube of acid - necessary for this particular test, which you put in with the urine, then you post it back to them and then it goes to the specialist in Sheffield & you get the results in about 4 weeks time.
I ate 2 eggs & large tin of baked beans (don’t like them but they are rich in choline), on Friday dinner time, Saturday morning I had 2 slices of toast with some tinned salmon, lunchtime I had some icecream, and dinner I had fish/chips/peas, and more icecream, I also had coffee to drink instead of tea. Sunday morning I took the urine test.
For TMAU we need to avoid lots of foods, fish, eggs, & liver & red meat if you like those, chicken ,turkey & pork are lower in choline, its also in bread - so white bread is better for lower level, and full milk has slightly less than skimmed milk, and its also in ice cream, coffee, chocolate… I have stopped eating green veg, beans etc, and banans and melon have a higher level too.
There are a few other websites with forums for TMAU sufferers now, so search them out, by reading about others & how they cope it’ll help you. I did look in a book shop but found no books on this subject, yesterday I noticed someone had written their story & its sold as an e book.
At present I’m struggling to hold down a job, & hear people complaining about me, last week I actually brought the subject up but they denied that I smell… & only smell my nice perfume… embarrassment - but also fear of being accused/found out of bullying tactics with an illness.!
I eat so little during the week really that my health is suffering. But I’m trying to prevent the big rotten meat// manure smells escaping at work. I eat cereal or toast for breakfast, nothing througout the day, and then a chicken sandwich & some fruit at night. Friday & Saturday nights I cook myself a roast chicken dinner & allow myself to eat more. Sunday its back to just a sandwich, Because TMAU is supposed to smell like rotten fish as apposed to fresh fish its dfficult to understand what the smell is. Understandbly at first we don’t think that can be what we’ve got 'cause of the 'fish odour ’ description, but many people also drescribe various smells attribued to this condition.
You Tube has several videos from TV show about TMAU and I suggest you have a look, its certainly an eye opener, and you know you’re not alone.