Bipolar describes me best… never knew there was a name for who and how i am… still learning…
I want to learn how to cope, and have counseling for me and my boyfriend… i dont want to loose him, he is willing to be involved, very supportive… at first he didnt want to believe, but then again neither did my doctor, lol.
My dad has bipolar too… he’s gotten worse over the years from lack of medication. zero. he’s never gotten help, and i dont want to end up like him. he sucks.
I live alone now due to our inability to coexist, and its been so much harder to cope… at least i feel i am making good progress (mentally) but, chemically, i still need to find the right pill… and i need a good psychiatrist! … i really want a good doc. my doctor derouted me, rather than help me! i feel like i take a few steps forward only to move even further back after a while… i keep ending up back on the main floor?
I need my friends, coworkers, and family to understand me better, I want to understand myself!!