And that is your reaction to what might be a statement of very serious incestuous abuse?
To see how many points you can score?
GD
shut the fuck up. your a nightmare.
and sam, why dont you go fuck yourself you nasty piece of shit.
NIC, I LOVE YOU BABE…WE GOT THE CON!!! WE WILL GET
STRONG!!! I PROMISE!! THERE
IS A TWIST LIKE A LEMON SQUEEZE. SHE WANTS US TO FEEL
MISERABLE…BUT ISN’T THIS MORE
FUN???
On Dec 16, 2007, at 7:32 PM, nic wrote:
He is a psycho, no doubt…Can’t fix him, but he is fun to
play ping pong with just to figure out
how you do it in real life. Unfortunately, I WAS RAISED this way.
Playing ping pong with narcissists.
On Dec 16, 2007, at 11:10 AM, blitzen wrote:
He is a psycho, no doubt…Can’t fix him, but he is fun to
play ping pong with just to figure out
how you do it in real life. Unfortunately, I WAS RAISED this way.
Playing ping pong with narcissists.
Bup, I wouldn’t call that normal.
so you have experience with N’s
hm, that surprises me really. and a shame you done share.
my first one never walked out or had an affair, and never would have. making me miserable was his gig. and it still is.
my second walked out cos he could not bear to let himself be happy with a mere mortal, and he never will.
Bup, grow up and get a life. It’s time to spread your own wings and abandon
the nest. Stop whining about how daddy and your brother have been
mistreating you and are mistreating you and will mistreat you. You sound
like a pouting, spoiled, immature, pathetic brat. Enough, you are boring me
to tears. Is there nothing else in your dreary life except your fixation of
your father and brother? It almost borders on incest. YUCK.
Sam
----- Original Message -----
From: “bup” npd-cpt7141@lists.careplace.com
To: palma@unet.com.mk
Sent: Sunday, December 16, 2007 5:16 PM
Subject: Re: [npd] Here I describe myself
I always rather thought you described yourself here too, after all, doesn’t “Ani Korban” mean something rather like “My Confession” in your native tongue?
http://samvak.tripod.com/personalitydisorders66.html
And they will be calling the documentary about you “I, Psychopath” after all:
http://www.magicreal.com.au/filmandtv.php?film=4
Psychopaths - we usually only know them from Hollywood movies, as serial killers, rapists or sadists. We never expect them to enter our real life. But, the psychopath is closer than you think. Experts believe their number to be as high as one in a hundred.
But, it takes one to truly know one.
Meet Sam Varkin - our guide on a unique journey, which takes us across four continents. But, it’s unchartered territory…deep into the mind and life of a psychopath. The 44-year-old convicted conman has agreed to take part in the pursuit of his own diagnosis…meeting the world’s experts in psychopathy, debating the always controversial issues, and even putting his brain on the line in the hope of gaining a better understanding for what he describes as the “desultory waste” of his life so far - plus, some sympathy for the psychopath.
Along the way, he encounters the minefield of scientific, ethical, moral and social issues involved in owning that label. Then, there’s his long-suffering wife! She wants a
baby, but isn’t sure that Sam is “good father” material. It’s the ultimate road trip/head trip movie and a dangerous mission for all concerned. Sam, his wife, the scientists, the film makers…will they ever be quite the same again?
GD
I can tell you this Sam, but I can’t tell my dad and bro, I am so
sorry you are so fucked up. It is really, really
sad. I mourn the loss of having a father and bro that can’t feel and
can only snub. It is horribly, horribly sad.
My father is trying to be normal, but just can’t. He seems pathetic
when he tries to “act” like an average person.
So Sam, I am pouring my inability to confront this monster of a
disorder on to you. It wrecked many years of
my life. But I am the lucky one in the end. Filled with love and
the gamut of normal emotions.
On Dec 16, 2007, at 7:51 AM, samvaknin wrote:
Bup,
Your life is sad. First your N father and N brother convinced you that you were abnormal, and they were normal. Than Sam Varkin, another N, psychopath, convinces you that you are normal. Sam would certainly be a real expert on that subject don’t you think?
I am normal Gaye. I am very normal and my brother and father know
that I am normal. And I think you know that
I am. And Sam knows that I am. I am what I am what I am and that is
all that I am…Sam I am, Sam I am…
Got to throw some humor in to this ridiculousness…
On Dec 16, 2007, at 11:02 AM, susiejo wrote:
HELL YES!!
That’s Sam…
The world’s foremost expert on “normal”…
GD
sing "You must remember this, a kiss is still a kiss, a sigh is still a sigh…*
You use your father and brother as an excuse: it is THEIR fault that you are
the pathetic, empty-headed failure that you are. But that’s bullshit, of
course. Search inside yourself why you turned out the way you are. It is no
one’s fault but yours. It is in YOUR hands to become a productive, creative
person and not the whining sponge that we are witnessing (at least on this
board).
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and yours!!
Sam
----- Original Message -----
From: “bup” npd-cpt7141@lists.careplace.com
To: palma@unet.com.mk
Sent: Sunday, December 16, 2007 5:16 PM
Subject: Re: [npd] Here I describe myself
bup,
You use your father and brother as an excuse: it is THEIR fault that you are
the pathetic, empty-headed failure that you are. But that’s bullshit, of
course. Search inside yourself why you turned out the way you are. It is no
one’s fault but yours. It is in YOUR hands to become a productive, creative
person and not the whining sponge that we are witnessing (at least on this
board).
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and yours!!
Sam
----- Original Message -----
From: “bup” npd-cpt7141@lists.careplace.com
To: palma@unet.com.mk
Sent: Sunday, December 16, 2007 5:16 PM
Subject: Re: [npd] Here I describe myself
Wow, that didn’t even hurt me. I must be cured…Thank you!
And I am no failure. I have a wonderful family that loves me, and
adoring husband that cherishes my every step. I am a good artist and
have tons of friends who think I am hilarious. I give to people,
just for the sake of giving. My whining sponge has been cut up into
pieces. I am the luckiest woman in the whole world that has always
offered her heart and soul to people.
Thank you for letting me understand the perversion of this disorder.
CHEERS TO YOU!
On Dec 16, 2007, at 11:30 AM, samvaknin wrote:
Sam, you are so right. I have moved on. I agree 100% with you.
On Dec 16, 2007, at 11:24 AM, samvaknin wrote:
Sam,
I like to fight fair, so go have some coffee…
Susiejo and I won’t think any less of you than we already do just because you can’t keep up…
(Mostly because we couldn’t think any less of you if we tried, but the principle is the same from your point of view)
On my planet, we usually point the weapoin at our own enemies before we pull the trigger…
GD
sing “The fundamental things apply, as time goes by…”
Sure it didn’t hurt you, bup. I can see the tears welling up in your eyes
all the way from Europe.
Hope you are enjoying our little ping-pong match.
That’s the way you appear to others:
Constantly whining, pathetic, weak, spineless, envious, and incestuously
emotionally dependent on yor father and brother. Not a very appealing
picture. As I summed it up earlier: YUCK.
Sam
----- Original Message -----
From: “bup” npd-cpt7141@lists.careplace.com
To: palma@unet.com.mk
Sent: Sunday, December 16, 2007 5:36 PM
Subject: Re: [npd] Here I describe myself
Match point! No tears! I took a shower and laughed my ass off. It
is so fun WINNING not WHINING. And I have such a fantastic laugh
that people LOVE. I don’t even have to justify my existence on this
planet anymore! ALL THE WAY FROM AMERICA…to Macedonia! I AM
BEATING YOU SAM!!! And I am being a deserving, lazy housewife this
morning and I am so spectacular and non-intellectual. I am going to
take my kids out to a “DINER”, can you imagine the fat, lazy
Americans I am going to see there? Chewing on pancakes with syrup
drooling down their chins…I of course will order a salad with
dressing on the side. Because I am perfect and above these heathen
Americans. YUCK! They are probably sleeping with their fathers and
brothers like I was…SO pathetic…
On Dec 16, 2007, at 11:44 AM, samvaknin wrote: